| 2002-09-10 Fuck this shit god I think this is the longest I've gone without writing. I have been so crazyily busy. My brain is completly FRIED. I went camping with Em this weekend. That was fun. School is boring. I haven't met any cool dykes yet. Of course being in the school of fine arts the gay boys abound, but no women. Not that I'm looking, but friends are nice. Em and I went to Caleb's "it's a boy party" on friday. That was fun. My ex was there, but Em and I were all kissy face in front of her. I know I'm a terrible person. It was very amusing also to see how my friends acted towards her. They were nice but you could tell it was pretty damn fake. I know I'm a bitch. I don't care, she ripped out my heart. And now she's friends with my woman's BEST friend. So for all I care she can go to hell. I saw Greg last night. It was good to catch up. i need to get that boy out of the house more often. I'm already hating my job. mary ellen our choir director at the church is annoying as hell. And I have learned I HAVE to put my foot down at this job otherwise I get stuck doing a lot of things NOT in my job description and that they're NOT paying me for. And heaven knows they sure as hell aren't paying me enough. I already got to parking tickets at school. i have the worst luck with parking. It's not that I don't have a permit,I do. It's that I didn't know you couldn't park in the visitor parking. It's a hella lot closer then parking in commuter parking at the feildhouse. ICKY! And tickets are really expensive at Butler. So I guess I'm going to have to haul my ass from the feildhouse from now on. BAH. I have homework to do and I'm REALLY not in the mood to do it. I don't want to go to class tomorrow. I'm tired and I want to go to bed. I miss Emily. I also have a shit load of music to work on for lessons. You got to love being a music major :( Well, this was a very angry and depressing entry. I'm off to do the homework and go to bed. Goodnight my lovelies, MWAH! |
